FEEL'N JAH FELINE ;-)

1:33PM - lap of luxury

...
my mother just called me asking if i wanted any thing from costco.
i said, 'another body pillow?' and she said, 'got it!'

2 BODY PILLOWS!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LET ME SEE YOUR 'O' FACE! ;-O

thanks to Jen, i know how to use it:
one behind the back an the other under the knees, with my laptop in my lap =

MY LAP OF LUXURY.

see you there.

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER SUGGESTIONS WHAT TO DO WITH 2 BODY PILLOWS.
THANK YOU.

LOL! HAPPY F'N FRIDAY!

Current mood: geeky

Current music: JAMROCK

1:55PM - 215 friendly

my dear friends,
those of you that were there to celebrate 215 & kim's b-day with me at balboa park last night, THANK YOU!
despite the chilly weather (whopping 50 degrees) it was a beautiful night...the sky was
filled with stars, the air filled with smoke, and some good medicating.

i met a vendor last night, i'll call him Tainted N for now, and think he may be THE ONE.
k, i shouldn't joke around with saying THE ONE, but i felt connected to him,
and hope that i can see him again soon. had to put it out there, you know?
JEN, thank you for directing me towards were i needed to go.
i should go to my car now and medicate, but i'll type type away instead.

my mother bought a body pillow for my new place, and if you don't have one yet, go invest. no shit.
some one spent over the other night, and i found myself hug'n the pillow more so than them, lol!

I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY HOCKEY ;-OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

JEN???

love you all, and stop by M.E. some time and say 'high'

Current mood: working

Current music: JAHMEDITATION BY TANK

11:47AM - raaaaaaaaaa

so normally, i'm quite cheerful. even if i hate being at this job,
i'll smile yo. but i have this one co-worker in particular that has been so rude to me lately.
let's just say if i wasn't at work, i probably would have told her off, even though she could just sit on me & crush me.
i will go and smoke a fatty in lue. in lue?
could really use a cig at this point, but not really. it's short-term satisfaction & cancer in the long run cancer & no biatch is worth the cancer. lol!
feel better already. guess it was justa vent i needed.
k girls, love you.
hope you're having a smooth day.
irie irie mon.



...purrrr....



.choke.

Current mood: amused

Current music: jam rock

2:45PM - doesn't really matter

...not enough sleep...
after hitting snooze four too many times this morning,
i found myself once again hitting snooze during my lunch break,
this time it was my phone alarm and not clock,
and grass all over my hair. hum, nice lunch indeed.
double shifting today...
would i be happier if i earned more $$?
at least i have a place i can call my own,
my belly is full.
4 work days & 3-day weekends, oh yeah, that's where it's at.
a vacation? what is that?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Current mood: who isn't?

Current music: Women's Alternative Online Radio

11:11AM - too hyper for this joint

good morning my fellow americans, lovers, friends,

how you all doing?
Cara & Lara, it's after noon for you two! teehee!
ohmygosh, i am way too hyper this morning. i do not like my day job,
so i decided to add some honey and stuff to my morning coffee and then morning tea,
and whopa! whatch out ! scap'E do is on the run!

k, have an ire ire day my army, see you all tonight ;-)

Current mood: crazy

Current music: matisyahu, over an over again!

9:01AM - i miss napolean...

Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

Current mood: calm

Current music: tribe of kings

8:58AM

4:51PM - ass woman

I'm an as woman:


Life is all about asses



you're either covering it,
laughing it off,
kicking it,
kissing it,
busting it,
trying to get a piece of it,
or behaving like one .



That's right, you've been " elfed " .
He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

Current mood: crazy

Current music: peter tosh

4:46PM - ARMY

JEN & ROBYN:
Ladies, I still have both of your Birthday gifts.
Please call me when you have a moment so we can discuss a day/night when we can meet.
kisses to both of you, wink-wink, meow meow, onk onk!

BLU, I luv u!

TANK, where the hell r u? please don't leave to AZ w/out say'n buhbye!

CARABEARA, so cal & mx awaits you an i!

jah ire ire

Current mood: amused

Current music: JAH meditaion, made by TANK

10:55AM - JAH IS...

~be careful watch you wish for~

when i was 11 years old, i was watching the KPBS channel,
and they were showing San Diego, from the air.
the view was of banker's hill.
i asked my mother to take me to banker's hill,
an her an i ended up at Balboa Park.
When i told my mother that i wished to move to banker's hill,
she replied that anything i wish for can come true,
i just have to get my college degree first...

they also showed this beautiful bridge,
the bridge i once dreamed i got married on,
a bridge that i have been searching for for 15 years now.
at the age 26, 5 months after getting my degree,
i live in banker's hill.
~be careful what you wish for~

last sunday i was walking around my lovely new neighborhood,
i found the bridge. you bet ur fine ass i sat on that bridge, for a long while.
~be careful what you~

i took my mother to the bridge recently, an you know what she said??
she told me that she has been searching for that brigde...
for she had driven by it an searched to find it again, but never found till i took her.
~my mother is witnessing that my wishes are slowly coming true,
and is careful what she now wishes for~

when i was in 8th grade, i prayed every night that jason lopez would fall in love with me.
when jason an i were saying 'good-night' to each other years later at Grad Nite,
neither one of us knew that we would not see each other for 7 yrs...
7 yrs later is NOW!
he has found my parents #, has called me,
has met me at the lesbian bar and parties i go to,
and has helped me break up with my ex,
helped me move into( & so did my ex!) my new place.
we had our first kiss at age 26.
TOO LATE! it'a an awesome feeling though, you know,
when your wish comes true?
~be careful what you wish for~

when i first met nic,
my ex-girlfriend told me that i fell in love with him the moment i met him.
may b that is true.
~be careful what you wish for, my dear friends, for it just might come true~

Current mood: grateful

Current music: dj irene

8:53AM - NAUGHTY KITTY

hi ladies...
so after have'n a pre-halloween part'e/foto shoot on sat-sun. at my new place i call home,
well, this weekend will be tough to beat, but i'm sure we'll have a blast.
i love the fact that i can park my car at home on friday's, an not have to drive till monday mor'n.
if i can't walk there or skate over, 4get-it ;D
i thank u all for help'n me get settled in, an make'n sure that i eat along w/ my six-pak!
ire ire

Current mood: amused

11:02AM - WAITING 4 FRIDAY

so i woke up this morn'n after hit'n snooze 4 times,
grateful to have 4 women as my army:
I love u BLUE, MARCKS, GILF, & JAEGER.

there is no ? bout it, that the 4 of u r meant 2 b my army.
thank you for a wonderful weekend.

Current mood: bouncy

12:57PM - MOVING DAY

i have been waiting for this day for many, many years...
moving out on my own, getting ready to make a 500 sqr.ft.studio,
my home, a place i can finally call my own.

if onyl i had a place of my owm
if only you stayed with me
if only i didn't have to get up and go to work
if only we could both call in sick and make love all day
if only you knew how i felt about you
if only you told me what you thought about me
if only you knew how i fell in love with you the day i met you
if only i knew that it was all right for me to fall in love with you
if only only you loved me too
if only...

Current mood: cheerful

8:02AM - NEED A LIL' HELP 4RM MY FRIENDS

MARKS AN RABBIT,
thank you so much for all ur help...
if it weren't u 2,
i'd still b in an unhappy relationship,
not knowing the power or stregnth w/in,
not knowing the beauty that lies in others,
not knowing what it's like to get spanked well,
you know, a real good spank.
i luv u both an hope that this friday my JAH
comes to marks's cottage 2 b w/ me, for i
am eagerly awaiting...
Jen Mama, sat., cat woman!?

Current mood: awake

1:33PM - if only

if only i knew how you felt about me
ii only you told me what you thought about us
if only i wasn't so scared to tell you how i crave just to be next to you
if only i had my own place
if only you stayed with me
if only you weren't so beautiful inside and out
in only i kept ignoring how i felt for you over the many years
if only you knew how ur ex threatened for me not to play with you
if only my ex knew how i always imagined it you
if only....

Current mood: peaceful

2:37PM - DIVE IN

TONIGHT'S A BIG NIGHT
TOMORROW'S A BIG DAY
I THINK I'M ABOUT TO
BURST OUT OF MY BODY!

YA YA, HOW DO YOU
LIKE THEM POST-IT'S
(NOTES) ?!

Current mood: creative

1:58PM - ready for my jah

have u ever met n e one, an the moment ur eyes locked,
u knew they were the one??
sure may b they didn't ;-)

life can b so interesting.

in 7th grade i wished upon a star that jason lopez, my best guy friend at the time,
would love me. after 6+ yrs of not seeing him, well since highschool grad-nite,
we're in touch again. he's been meeting me at my lesbian an gay bars, which is awesome...but

my heart belongs to jah...

for the last 2+ yrs, i prayed that joey would love me in return w/ affection an devotion.
after a month of not seeing him, longing an aching for him,
wish'n he knew that he was loos'n some one worth his while,
having my girlfriends hold me as i cry an shake like a lil'baby,
well my soul has had room to grow, and realize that my friends mean more to me, t
han what potentially be a good thing.
i realized i'm ready to move on from joey, an probably had been ready to move on for a while now,
an i am ready for my jah...but

my heart belongs to me, my soul now wants to be a part of jah's...

looking very forward to movie nite (catwoman! purrr u sexy jen!) + dinner w/ my girls!

tomorrow, brunch w/ myjah n my co-workers.
life can b interesting.

Current mood: jubilant

11:45AM - a wet dream

may b u have a wet dream, also. i had my 3rd one last night, kept waking up from it, tell'n my self not to fall for this particular person. i kept wake'n up, fall'n back asleep only to have them awaiting for me with open arms and passionate kisses. life is so amazing. rabbit wrote in an earlier entry to watch what u wish for, and my, what a wish this is! hum, what do u do when what u have craved for, longed for, finally is in ur hands, or dreams for this matter?!

Current mood: boingboingboing

9:00AM - finding KAREN

morn'n lovelies. last night I went on my date, and she fuck'n rocks!ends up my katz ordered take-out from the same restaurant, and got to meet her. give it to me jen & rabbit, whadaya think?! yummy, indeed! she's gett'n her masters & is plan'n on study'n this weekend. um, yeah, i don't think so! just want to tear her cloths all off....study this ;-0000000000000 wet-t-shirt contest tonight at 6:30 at bourbon, then ashley matte is play'n at urban grind tonight at 8pm, and who knows my condition after that?!

jen & rabbit, tonight 10:30PM, lights out bitches! j/k luv u both.

this weekend little italy will be cool, for the columbus day festivities, where artists will be drawing with chalk on the streets, sounds like so much fun!

jen & rabbit, tonight 10:30PM, lights out bitches! j/k luv u both.

8:07AM - wake'n up drunk

now that I'm 26 years of age, am I wiser? oh f*! locking in the car keys ain't no fun! I had to wait & stay at the bar and get drunk till the key man came. oh life is beautiful. oh onkonk, RaBiTTTTTT, ur go'n on that trip love. get a sugar daddy to pay for it! j/k, lmao! no, no, u can maybe apply for grants and then u'll go! don't forget to send lara and I the opium! I'm still getting used to this live journal, JAH! gotta jet to work mode, but love you all, and may blake have a safe & ire flight.

Current mood: drunk